ok so me and my bf broke up and now we hate eachother i never wanted that he meant alot to me and now i hover around accusing him of stupid bs like telling blaine that my parents are getting a divorce wow am i a bitch or what?? jeez just kill me i cant believe ive ruined everything he was trying so hard to be my friend and now im sure he wants nothing to do with me i feel so bad i never wanted to hurt him i loved him and he was one of my best friends sometimes i wish we never met all ive done is kill him from the inside im such a horrible human being i dont deserve to have such wonderfull people in my life and then me all i do is neglect and hurt people i dont deserve them.... (yes i know pitty party GET OVER IT)
*sigh* crystal nova
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