Tear

What the hell just happened?? Last night I went to sleep with Anthony and I was relaxed and happy, I then had a wonderful dream about him being here with me laying down till my dad showed up and I ran to keep him out of the room while anthony hid in the closet luckily my dad left without seeing my baby which really put me in the mood leading to a good time and snuggling. Then today we talk and get into a fight for no reason whatsoever and immediately afterward our connection was cut! God then I get messages a from him saying that I don't deserve him but I love him and now all I wanna do is cry but for who knows what reason I can't.