Stupid, Stupid, Stupid.....

UGH! why can't I do anything right, I had made a decision and I decided to hang out with Damon and like an idiot I fell into the old trap of loving him. I don't know what to do but here I am living with the same mistakes. Maybe one day I will have the willpower to back away from a bad situation but I guess that day is not today, lets just hope this never escalates otherwise I will be fucked. I still want Damon but I don't want to be used, I feel like I trust him so much and to him I'm just this lying bitch and I stupidly let him walk all over me :( I quit....

Living in Love

Is someone like me even allowed to be sick of men? I tried too hard and I learned more than once that love hurts and that there is nothing you can do about it. It's sad that so many people in this world hurt one another and then expect to be treated with respect what's even worse is when the people who do try to do the right thing the people who have been hurt but push on suffer for the failings of others. Still we press on not just for us but because we know that one day we will find another soul who has been hurt, beaten, and defeated and that is the moment when two lost hearts find one another and complete each other until then those souls, those hearts need to push on and persevere until the world leads them to their one.